I did a whole posting yesterday then lost the lot   and to be honest I just couldn't be arsed to type it all up again!

Gob started school yesterday.  My last baby  - it felt like the end of something. 

Its a strange feeling.  Sort of lost

I gave up smoking in May but this morning I went and brought a packet of fags.  I'm going to hang out the back door in a minute and bloody enjoy the disgusting thing . 

In a funny sort of way I'm gonna miss being dictated to by a four year old child.

But its gonna be cool being able to turn my music up without being told off for it because she can't hear Peppa Pig!!! Bonus!!!