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Lu Is So Right! From whoknows in Diary of a Dysfunctional Life (20 hours old)

Referring to her comments on my last post that is, cos sometimes her ideas are a bit mad ;) My sensible self has been saying pretty much the same thing all morning. There's a saying in therapy that… more

Doing My Head In From whoknows in Diary of a Dysfunctional Life (1 day old)

So Wednesday night about half eleven I got this text (as written) from Steve: I never, or wont 2 hurt u and i do love u still but my head's so fucked and i dont no y im pushin u away4 no reson i th… more

Hello, flying through From lyndlj in Just Me!! The Butterfly effect (1 day old)

I actually managed to get 2 numbers on last nights lottery instead of the usual 0 or 1, still four numbers off getting anywhere but hey ho the story of my life ;) Almost the weekend and I know that… more

Forgot From whoknows in Diary of a Dysfunctional Life (4 days old)

In all the aggrro of last week I forgot to blog a funny thing that happened last week. B (cute junior colleague) has regular trouble with his shoulder, and once again I'd said I'd take a look. I tu… more

Having a bad moment From whoknows in Diary of a Dysfunctional Life (4 days old)

For some reason am feeling really panicky at the thought of Steve not being in my life again. I feel physically sick. but not like when he was with Lauren - then I felt like I had to do something. Now… more

Growing old Disgracefully From lyndlj in Just Me!! The Butterfly effect (4 days old)

They tell me that age is a reletive thing, well try telling that to your body when every part of it is trying its best to go south no matter how hard you try to keep it up north! Now I dont actuall… more

Haha From whoknows in Diary of a Dysfunctional Life (5 days old)

Small Child's summary of the weekend's events: 'You and Steve are like magnets - you attract then repulse'. But I've been passed through the solenoid of facing reality now.… more

Coincidentally From whoknows in Diary of a Dysfunctional Life (5 days old)

A friend of mine, well, a friend of my sister's that I've been in touch with a lot on facebook recently, just messaged me to say her boyfriend of 8 years has dumped her. Whilst she had flu (she's now … more

I am an idiot and I get what I deserve From whoknows in Diary of a Dysfunctional Life (5 days old)

In my defence, he knocked really early, about 7.30, and I opened the door without even thinking it would be Steve. But it was. I let him in and we didn't even really talk ahout the night before, we… more

Today From whoknows in Diary of a Dysfunctional Life (6 days old)

I've been feeling pretty shitty all day with a sore throat and my chest is still hideous. Possibly the reason I'm not more upset or stressing or anxious is because I am too ill to be. I have been … more

As a result of last night..... From whoknows in Diary of a Dysfunctional Life (6 days old)

... a few things have become clear. Firstly, Steve is clearly no longer barred from that particular pub. :( Secondly, he is incapable of making me happy, mainly because he can't be arsed to try.… more

Off Out Tonight From whoknows in Diary of a Dysfunctional Life (7 days old)

Feeling a bit of trepidation cos we were going to go to one of the nearby bigger towns, but the weather has meant we've changed to just going out here. So I've said we have to limit ourselves to two p… more

Guiness World Record Day... From whoknows in Diary of a Dysfunctional Life (8 days old)

... and the new World Record for the Briefest Ever Reconciliation goes to Whoknows!!! Last night Steve came round, and I smelled the smell (despite him cleaning his teeth on entry), and he picked u… more

Thrusday Tuttings From lyndlj in Just Me!! The Butterfly effect (8 days old)

I was not sure what I should write about today, my mind is a blank, well actually it isn't a blank it is full to overflowing, the problem is that the stuff whizzing round in there wont stay still long… more

That naughty meme thingy! From lyndlj in Just Me!! The Butterfly effect (9 days old)

1. Is there anyone of your friends that you would ever consider having sex with? yes 2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night? Would depend on who I was with, but usually all three ;) 3. What… more

Period Pains From whoknows in Diary of a Dysfunctional Life (9 days old)

Am I alone in thinking that there's a mild sort of period pain that is a comforting feeling? … more

More and more strangeness From whoknows in Diary of a Dysfunctional Life (9 days old)

I was just cleaning the kitchen and I saw Steve's cigarettes on the side with his lighter. It was a practically full pack. He's left his cigarettes here. He only lives a few minutes walk away, usually… more

Wednesday bump day From lyndlj in Just Me!! The Butterfly effect (9 days old)

Do you ever wonder how the days can go so fast one minute and so slow the next? I guess it depends on what you are doing as to how fast the time seems to pass, enjoyment makes time pass so quickly and… more

Spookily detoxed From whoknows in Diary of a Dysfunctional Life (10 days old)

Right, I have no clue what Steve is up to here. A few hours after I'd finished writing on Sunday, he turned up here off his head on heroin. Obviously, I was really upset, I said it was ridiculous, … more

Tis Tuesday From lyndlj in Just Me!! The Butterfly effect (10 days old)

It is a sad thing when someone achieves their dream only to have to give it up because of the things that life has thrown at them in the past twelve months, my friend is having to do this and I am hel… more

Good Monday morning From lyndlj in Just Me!! The Butterfly effect (12 days old)

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I Just Can't Leave Well Alone From whoknows in Diary of a Dysfunctional Life (12 days old)

So last night went pretty much to plan once my madness was over - until 2.30am. I went to bed soon after X-Factor, about 10pm, cos I'd had a bad night on Friday and was very tired, so I must have g… more

Update From whoknows in Diary of a Dysfunctional Life (13 days old)

Well, it's too late to make the reservation now, so I sha;ll relax and eat chips :D… more

Trying to stay strong From whoknows in Diary of a Dysfunctional Life (13 days old)

It's actually been a pretty good week after Hallowe'en - which only got worse. I went to bed pretty early, and so woke up about 1am. I was reading when there was a knock at the door, at about 1.30… more

Snippets, overheard? From lyndlj in Just Me!! The Butterfly effect (13 days old)

There is something quite comical about the snippets one overhears while out and about, the half sentences, utterings of people passing by as they converse with their friends, partners, family. I alway… more

The monkey on my shoulder From lyndlj in Just Me!! The Butterfly effect (15 days old)

You may (or may not) have noticed a distinct lack of morning posts over the last four days or so. I made a decision last week and on Monday I lay down the gauntlet so to speak and have been attempting… more

Today is....... From lyndlj in Just Me!! The Butterfly effect (19 days old)

Sunday, a day of rest and relaxation, well mostly anyway. I am making the dinner which we will have at 6-30pm because of son working til 6pm, I also went and bought all makings for sunday dinner in… more

It's Hallowe'en From whoknows in Diary of a Dysfunctional Life (20 days old)

It's Halloween, and I'm alone with nowhere to go. Small Child is with his dad after I had him for a holiday for a week. I miss him so much. No trick or treating for me this year. I went out to the sho… more

Busy as a bee and then some From lyndlj in blogeveningnews (20 days old)

I have just sat down for the first time since 8-15am, I am just enjoying my first cup of hot coffee, I have just allowed myself to think about how much I ache, ouch! But....... It was so much fu… more

Happy Halloween.... From lyndlj in Just Me!! The Butterfly effect (21 days old)

What sort of person is up and about at 6am on a Saturday morning? The sort that has been awake on and off since 2-30am, and then has to get up to make sure that the boy gets to work and that all his s… more